Her three children are out of the house. Her husband passed away four years ago. Her oldest grandchild is entering high school. And Suzy believes it's time for her to finally do something for herself. "I've always made sacrifices, always done what other people wanted me to do,� she said. "Now I want to make me happy. I dyed my hair red, joined a gym and went into a sex store for the first time,� And the other day, I went down to Scores. That's the famous strip club here in Manhattan. I picked up a man who was by himself, invited him back to my place and let him have his way with...